I Quit This Life....

"I'm so tired of being alone
and feeling like;
I'm nothing to anyone.
I've been put through
the wringer by people
I cared deeply about.
I've given them-
all of my devotion and
lived for them....
I get cheated on in return.
I don't want to be alone.
I have prayed constantly
for years about this and nothing.
I have nothing left anymore... Anyone who ever had-
any love for me are
either dead or seperated from me.
I'm sick of living,
just disgusted to wake up everyday. I want a painless way,
to end it all because
I have hurt enough in life and, don't want to hurt in death.
Please God, let me die.
Show mercy....!